illness

Of lemons.

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I’m ready for tomorrow. Coffee maker: prepped with ground coffee and water. Peanut butter sandwich: made and ready to throw into my bag before I leave the house for work. Now I’m reclining on the bed, leaning against pillows beneath a blanket, fresh out my nightly lavender aromatherapy shower. My hair is clean and damp, and that is one of my favorite feelings. There’s a glass of ice water at my side, and a large mug of hot water with the juice and pulp of half a lemon – one of my latest obsessions.

^ I wrote that paragraph last night and then got too sleepy to continue. Typical. I took this selfie first, though:

Post-shower, post-aromatherapy, post nightly skin care routine. [15 June 2023]

Picking up where I left off, I find it interesting how illness often seeds new obsessions and rituals. I now look forward to the nightly mug of hot lemon water. (Is there a name for that beverage? Lemon tea?) I started drinking it at night at the suggestion of a nurse at the beginning of the pneumonia – going on five weeks ago – yes, I still have it, though I’m on the mend. I’m waiting patiently for my lung to heal, and it’s been tricky, this waiting. I’m terrible at it, impatient with taking it easy, with the wheezing and gurgling in my lung when I breathe (gross). But instead of focusing on that, I lie in bed every night all cozy and clean and aromatherapied and counting my many blessings as I sip my hot lemon water.

And now it’s morning, and I’m sitting at the kitchen counter writing this as I sip from an enormous mug of coffee before I get ready for work.

Yes, I’m back at work.

No, I haven’t yet been cleared to work out. Two days ago at the hospital I posed the question again and was told in no uncertain terms that I’m not to do any lifting, not even light weights. No lifting at all. No elevating my heart into the aerobic zone. My body, said the doctor, is trying to heal my lung, and it can’t do that if it’s busy lifting things and experiencing any kind of heart-rate increase. Being inactive is going to help my body in this bizarre reverse universe.

BE THAT AS IT MAY, I’m grateful that I can otherwise go about my regular life. I go to work and then go straight home; I haven’t run any after-work errands since I’ve been sick. I’m grateful for the health that I have, incredibly grateful for Kyle, who’s been taking care of me and making sure that I don’t do too much.

Oh! Speaking of working out, I have been cleared to do stretches for my exercise. I’d been getting into that, anyway, as you may recall. That’ll have to be the main event rather than the supplemental event, and the more I think about it, the more eager I am to see where that takes me. Perhaps I’ll get back into yoga, proper. Perhaps it’ll shape the future of my fitness life in ways that wouldn’t happened otherwise. Illness, as I’d said, seeds new obessions. I don’t know about you, but interests easily become obsessions in my world.

Have the loveliest of days, friends.

Dear Fellow Airplane Passengers:

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We wish we weren’t THOSE PEOPLE on your flight, but we are. We’re sick. Not only that, but we’re the worst kind of sick for flying – we’re coughing. Yes! Surprise! We are your in-flight airborne virus carriers… and we’re so sorry. It’s been cold and rainy here, and we caught this bug (of the sore/scratchy throat, coughing, losing our voice variety) from a neighbor just this last week. The timing couldn’t be worse, we know.

We’re uncomfortable, but we’re more concerned about you than about ourselves, really. It’s just unfair to have to sit on an airplane with sick people. Believe me when I say that we’ve been trying to speed up the healing process for your benefit. We’ve been to the doctor, who put us on a variety of medications. We gargle with hydrogen peroxide twice a day, trying to kill germs in our throats, and we’re taking lots of vitamin C. We’ve been eating fresh oranges. We’ve been drinking lots of water. We’ve been huddling up to the kerosene heater, keeping as warm as possible. We’ve also been resting a lot… even while having to get so much done in our last days here.

Laughter heals. We tried to watch the new Arrested Development, but so far, it’s failed to make us LOL (we gave it a good three-episode shot), so we’ve put that on hold and settled back into Hart of Dixie, which had started to drag a little toward the end of season one, but has blossomed into a fluffy delight in season two. It’s coming through with exactly the simple, cute lightness we need right now! And we love Rachel Bilson, who we think possesses good comedic timing and resembles a young and even prettier Brigitte Bardot. (Our opinion!)

 

Rachel Bilson

Rachel Bilson

 

So we’ve been trying. But we’re still coughing. You will give us dirty looks, and we will understand. We’ll try not to cough in your direction; we’ll keep our heads down. We loaded up our tablet with a zombie movie: Warm Bodies. Nothing like a zombie movie for traveling! That, and Kit-Kats.